K e n s h i n

9Sunday, September 30, 2007

Illidan Storm Rage

these picture got nothing to do with my peeps i just feel like putting this cool picture of Illidan on top ! =p

Sunday is the so called family day . . but it isn't what i usually do during my service days . I wont hang out with my peeps usually i would rather go out with my friends rather then my family on days like Sunday . But not anymore . I usually would have friends to go out with but not anymore i find them disappearing one by one ha ha and i seriously need to spend more time with my family too especially i missed out a lot of visits to my grandmothers.. well they are getting old .. and stuff like that kinda of miss them too as they took care of me when i was young .

Maybe you can say i getting more filial :P
Yes , i went to visit my grandmother for the first time in like two months chatted a bit and again i was off home went for a jog and now waiting for Jeff to host a game of dota and then going to hit the sack as tomorrow will be a tough and first day of my ECONOMICS lesson !

Some Pictures of my Family

Top: Ken , Zen ,pa pa ma ma

Right: My 21st birthday BASH !

More To be updated ! lazy for now waiting for Mr Jeff to host the game ZZZ

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9Saturday, September 29, 2007

Ever got pissed by just looking at some one's picture ? This something uncommon to me but well today is the first time i got this kind of strange feeling !! At first i was about to chat with my usual net friend whom i know in the net . Yes , Yes its a she i wont deny that i mean why would i go know some guys .. weird isn't it ? ha ha

Clicked on her nick and i saw this familiar guy on her display picture. ITS HIM!!! The you know who guy who claims we were brothers and also the one who has been stabbing my back okay refer to my previous posts about friendship. Anyway its not the first time i saw the display picture so i asked her why she put the picture on and she replied " I just felt like it so i randomly put it on ." I was like okay i am seriously fine with it just i don't wish to see the FACE .. which really made me disgusted just by the thought of those pictures who i hated appearing in my messenger.
Do you think i am jealous because some unknown girl used some guy whom you known as their display picture ? I think you should grow up if you think this would make me jealous !

i had my thinking cap on and came out with few conclusion !

Yes i do have a few options to choose from .

Tell the truth ( which i find it to be quite troublesome )
Ignore her for the day ( i don't find it innovative )
Delete her ! ( for the sake of all man kind do it! )

YES , by deleting her save the trouble of everything i told her " Bye !" she replied " so i assume you are going off bye!" "i say no your picture disgust me so i am deleting you!" and that's it ! Am i a MEANIE or what ! I actually told my brother about what i did and laughed about it !

Frankly I do not wish to be revolving around strange and weird people who tends to hide things from you if you tends to be so secretive go be a secret agent or something stop wasting your time and other people's time No Offense or anything i just felt that i have already wasted nearly two years of my precious life span . Thought alot during the service and i came out with a conclusion of not wasting my precious time anymore .

Why be with people that are using you to kill time ? Life is much more meaningful without these suckers around !

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9Friday, September 28, 2007

Received tons of homework today . . but just got this urge to dedicate this posts to all my service mates . I personally think the picture below is damn true.

Army .. a place we learn shit and meet all sorts of shit

Thou My first three months of the service sucks totally . Due to some assholes in our platoon but eventually i pull it through and even made some nice friends out of the worst : )

Life of My first three months ...

Entering Hell

Cool ? Or just Simply Clowns

From the left : Lee BM , Alden , Vincent , Ken

Cool ehh ? They made us into these monsters because they simply hate us. A form of punishment as no wants want to be in such intense camouflage i mean who would ?

My Platoon Shoot During Field Camp..Spotted me yet?

"POP LO!"

Special Thanks To Danny Tan , Jovent , Tan Wei Koon and Especially My Buddy Edwin Leong . . Without them i think i really walk through all the shits alone.
Did this poor cover up to erase the asshole .He actually Popped in while the camera snapped ruining the picture. Dudes we seriously hate him to the core .Hes Indescribable..

Got Posted Out To Field Defence Squadron At Tegnah Air Base.

Thought it was an Eight to Five Job . Hoping it was a Two weeks Theory course.. Well Dream on. It was another three months of life in the wilds .The Earthworm Exercise is a killer thou it sounded like Earthworm Jim .

These bunch of whores are the mates i enjoyed hanging out with be it in camp or in town .

Some pictures we took its in a mess thou lazy to arrange it *Cheers*

Left Picture : In Memorial Of The Smokers (i officially quited)

Right : Platoon its our Night ! (Celebration Of Completion of Earthworm)

Top Left : Our Section Top Right :me and My buddy

Top Left : Boon Keng soccer session

Top Right : waiting to be posted out

Top: Last Steamboat together

bottom : Orchard Outing

Top : Pass Out Parade Drink Session all drunk . Finally over boon finding his contacts or is it not ?

Mark Of Beautiful Friendships

This is also a place where i met Friends Too and yes we are still in contact although we all are busy with our own stuffs

Me and Kelvin at Zouk . Melvin and Me at the steam boat.

Yoga and me at mache' with Kelvin

We all went on our separate ways after the course only kelvin was posted out with me to my new unit . Remembering those days ? Club almost every book out getting our self drunk drowning our sorrows away with alcohol.

Those were the days hur !

I frankly Thank You all for wasting your time with me in those saddening days !

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9Thursday, September 27, 2007

Rain symbolised wealth my ass ! Made me sleepy the whole day ha ha .There is this problem with me always whenever i plan to go swimming on a specific day that day itself will rain this happens to me ninety percent of the time . So you can tell by these occurrences how lady luck hates me or the weather ..whatever.. thou my intentions on swimming was still on my mind but i seriously cant do anything about the weather

I spent my whole day droning just waiting for a miracle to happen but sadly nothing . In fact i spend my whole day either snoozing or watching Ugly Betty , Prison break season 3 is already out and Bleach which is currently my favourite animation . My lunch was the usual Banana Nut Crunch Cereals with milk .. when i discover i am drinking spoilt milk and nearly puked.

Planned to go swiming with my brother at around Five but again it rained. . I hate it. . What to do .. ?

theres an old saying which goes "well some man has all the luck."
and i am the contradiction ha ha

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9Wednesday, September 26, 2007

Wedding is something about commitment , an happy occasion it also where cute little babies will pop up soon after ha ha !

Which is something i witness today . Proud to say this is my second friend who got married this year ! The wedding is a great sucess got to even meet up with a few of my ex colleague of the air force and even had a great time with them ! Was glad to hear that they were all doing well especially one of my men Cho who found a job that is paying well after his service even had an admirable title to go with "Environmental Management Executive" nice isint it ? Everyone is happy and everything jokes laughters especially the "yam seng" part . It pratically shook the place up !

The only bad part was , my digital camera was flat so i manage to borrow Zen's camera to snap two pictures of us ! Well this is all i could share

From the left : (new tech) , Justin ,Goh Pc , ME , our Groom ! Tian Jian , Cho zs, Lee BM & Wou

i seriously dont know why we lift up our legs for. This is where our boss Steven stole a glimpse in this photo he he

Well my post will end here ..

MAZEL TOV !!

all the best to the newly wed!

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9Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Its the second day of school already well its not really that interesting thou i am actually looking forward to it since few months back . Had always dreamt to go back to school ever since i was imprisoned in this hollow service situation for one years and ten months .Firstly my brain is seriously bobbled by again the intensive boring duties and training provided by the service four months ago . My brain can be describe as any antique computer that's probably displayed in the national museum .Well its not working that well kind of malfunctioning needs to be polished . Especially today's only lesson which is quantitive skills is all about maths.The Four Ms "Maths Made Me Mad" is the old saying that best describe what i am going through now ha . Abit of a struggle here and there thou its just a first lesson the teacher Mr Lee if i not wrong i meant his name . He is the kind of teacher you would enjoy to be working with . Jokes , effort to teach but he came late thou .I choose the word working with because i personally felt that learning is a two way process. Generally the teacher is the one giving out and we the students are the ones taking in. Basically what i meant was both of the parties need to work together to find a way to enjoy learning together. . Hes actually not that godly either just a normal guy . I might be wrong thou How do i define a godly teacher ? I will tell u already "GTO" ! Great Teacher Onizuka ! well hes a character from a drama / comics but seriously i like the way he teach .Too bad its just a fictional character from the drama series ...
Seriously hope i can keep up the pace in the next few classes . Might have to buck up already . Maybe start polishing my maths would be a wise choice ..

Wake up brain! Wake up already!

AGrG!

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9Monday, September 24, 2007

"hes in a situation that he himself isn't very sure about . " yes a quote from my previous post ..

It happened sometime after i started working after my national service about 2 months ago i started to think of something i had never thought of .. The Source of my daily allowance. I come from a very regular family , not poor & not rich.. and I thought of the days when I got rebellious like those usual teenager . Yes I do work , squandering all of my earnings and even my allowance on drinks and cigarettes .And when i say drinks it meant alcohol . I deliberately been doing that just to irritate my father . Yes i admit its kind of childish okay . It was childish.I really hate him .. as he objected to whatever i wanted to do .Hindered me in everything poking his nose everywhere bossing me around .. Basically what a traditional Chinese father would have done. I guess its not a way that i liked to be communicated with.. Generally what i am trying to say was i regretted squandering the money i have on things which is useless and harmful even thou my family is not that well of. okay i guess i am a bit too long winded .

Why would i realised that money is so hard earned ?

Gradually it just hit me when i was working in a warehouse for like a month . I get to know nice friends .. really nice colleagues i mean really nice really nice . Its really tough and I really meant it . It tiring . . After like maybe 3 days of work it can really make u wish u just died while sleeping its just like the feelings i had during my basic military training ..maybe i exaggerated as no experience is ever worst then my basic military training . So i have decided to save up everything i had earned for this payment .

I got a sudden Interest over this thing called money . I started saving .. and by working more jobs i got more income and eventually i got addicted to it . Just imagine i quited smoking just to save up ! Subsequently I missed out something in my life.. and that is entertainment .but Part of my plan was to save up as I my school is starting and i definitely will be needing an amount of cash flow to buy books and Ada Ada stuffs.

As you can all see what i have become of might be the cause of that incident which i mentioned in the previous post .But i strongly believed i am doing this right.

am i doing it right ?
or am i not ?

yeah i think you guys already know about what happened to me recently .. about my secondary school friend who goes bonkers after i cancelled few outings which i organised with them due to work and a really lazy and thrifty new me ha ha.. isn't it kind of too extreme to call a friend self- centered ? When he actually is really tired and hes in a situation that he himself isn't very sure about . And that friend whom i referring to is me.I agreed i used to be a hyper active and nocturnal guy ... i used to club , smoke & drink . Noticed i used the word USED TO .. ha ha i guess army did helped... it changed my mindset . Evolving From a guy who only has a FUN word in his dictionary to a much more complex creature of the new society he had been released to.
They referring to the so called "Friends" claim that they supported my quest to seek my real self . what i never know is they actually had already been talking behind my back. maybe even make fun of what i am doing now? Heck. . Is this what you call friends .. i dint think so ..
Back to where i was saying he messaged me after i canceled a movie trip with him which i organised due to inconveniences .. Time , Venue the main reason is work . . "i am very sick of your fucked up attitude self centered ..Ada Ada stuff " .. i replied and it goes on and on until he say drop it .. and when i reach home i saw a message in my windows messenger which goes like this " we cant be friends anymore .. go find new ones " i .. i seriously couldn't believed my eyes . . i was like so vexed . i couldn't sleep for like at least few nights thinking why would it always be me even I mean yes what i did was for myself but if you are my friend you wont be blaming me. Right? What i believe was give and take . But is that what your friends believe in?
There was a time when we were really that close ... but eventually after much thoughts i realised i am the fool . There is a saying that goes " Keep your friends close but keep your enemies closer". There are few occurrences that happened which i would not wish to speak in detail.Generally its something not a friend would do and say about you. I was a fool to take it as a joke and kept it to myself . Another Valuable Lesson Learned.
What i am left with is just real friends that helped and encouraged me .. I am really considered blissful with you guys around and ever so concerned .
Thanks for everything guys... and your ears for hearing me yapping my trouble away ha ha . I guess with you guys around i would be free from any blights
Well lets hope there is non
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Greetings :
to fellow friends who don't mind hearing or even reading up about a simpleton guy like me . more of a boring guy i guess i actually deleted my previous blog as i find it contain too much hatred and i guess those were the days i do not wish to be reminded of ya i agreed i was childish but those were the days ha ah.. its time to finally start afresh a new self a new life with new everything yep my aspect of my current life is to just live to do what i want to .. not necessary following what others are actually doing .. that's what i did in the past being too kind and agreeing and doing everything that my friends wanted to do or said even thou its against my own opinion and decision .. yep you can say that i am just a type of follower who follows the crowd . . lesson learnt just by following wont get you any where or even respect from your fellow friends .
what i hope to do here is just to practically entertain you guys with my current life and happenings which i wont think it would be any much of an entertainment ... reading a old man's dairy .. ah ha meanwhile polishing my English language yep if you find any punctuation mistakes or grammar error or even funny vocabulary please feel free to give me a comment or even a message yeah please DO SO!

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