9Monday, September 24, 2007
"hes in a situation that he himself isn't very sure about . " yes a quote from my previous post ..
It happened sometime after i started working after my national service about 2 months ago i started to think of something i had never thought of .. The Source of my daily allowance. I come from a very regular family , not poor & not rich.. and I thought of the days when I got rebellious like those usual teenager . Yes I do work , squandering all of my earnings and even my allowance on drinks and cigarettes .And when i say drinks it meant alcohol . I deliberately been doing that just to irritate my father . Yes i admit its kind of childish okay . It was childish.I really hate him .. as he objected to whatever i wanted to do .Hindered me in everything poking his nose everywhere bossing me around .. Basically what a traditional Chinese father would have done. I guess its not a way that i liked to be communicated with.. Generally what i am trying to say was i regretted squandering the money i have on things which is useless and harmful even thou my family is not that well of. okay i guess i am a bit too long winded .
Why would i realised that money is so hard earned ?
Gradually it just hit me when i was working in a warehouse for like a month . I get to know nice friends .. really nice colleagues i mean really nice really nice . Its really tough and I really meant it . It tiring . . After like maybe 3 days of work it can really make u wish u just died while sleeping its just like the feelings i had during my basic military training ..maybe i exaggerated as no experience is ever worst then my basic military training . So i have decided to save up everything i had earned for this payment .
I got a sudden Interest over this thing called money . I started saving .. and by working more jobs i got more income and eventually i got addicted to it . Just imagine i quited smoking just to save up ! Subsequently I missed out something in my life.. and that is entertainment .but Part of my plan was to save up as I my school is starting and i definitely will be needing an amount of cash flow to buy books and Ada Ada stuffs.
As you can all see what i have become of might be the cause of that incident which i mentioned in the previous post .But i strongly believed i am doing this right.
am i doing it right ?
or am i not ?
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