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9Monday, September 24, 2007
yeah i think you guys already know about what happened to me recently .. about my secondary school friend who goes bonkers after i cancelled few outings which i organised with them due to work and a really lazy and thrifty new me ha ha.. isn't it kind of too extreme to call a friend self- centered ? When he actually is really tired and hes in a situation that he himself isn't very sure about . And that friend whom i referring to is me.I agreed i used to be a hyper active and nocturnal guy ... i used to club , smoke & drink . Noticed i used the word USED TO .. ha ha i guess army did helped... it changed my mindset . Evolving From a guy who only has a FUN word in his dictionary to a much more complex creature of the new society he had been released to.
They referring to the so called "Friends" claim that they supported my quest to seek my real self . what i never know is they actually had already been talking behind my back. maybe even make fun of what i am doing now? Heck. . Is this what you call friends .. i dint think so ..
Back to where i was saying he messaged me after i canceled a movie trip with him which i organised due to inconveniences .. Time , Venue the main reason is work . . "i am very sick of your fucked up attitude self centered ..Ada Ada stuff " .. i replied and it goes on and on until he say drop it .. and when i reach home i saw a message in my windows messenger which goes like this " we cant be friends anymore .. go find new ones " i .. i seriously couldn't believed my eyes . . i was like so vexed . i couldn't sleep for like at least few nights thinking why would it always be me even I mean yes what i did was for myself but if you are my friend you wont be blaming me. Right? What i believe was give and take . But is that what your friends believe in?
There was a time when we were really that close ... but eventually after much thoughts i realised i am the fool . There is a saying that goes " Keep your friends close but keep your enemies closer". There are few occurrences that happened which i would not wish to speak in detail.Generally its something not a friend would do and say about you. I was a fool to take it as a joke and kept it to myself . Another Valuable Lesson Learned.
What i am left with is just real friends that helped and encouraged me .. I am really considered blissful with you guys around and ever so concerned .
Thanks for everything guys... and your ears for hearing me yapping my trouble away ha ha . I guess with you guys around i would be free from any blights
Well lets hope there is non
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