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9Friday, November 30, 2007
Insomnia is neither a sickness nor anything in particular, its best describe as a creature living in your memory lane feasting on your tattered and jaded soul , tagging along with insomnia's best friend paranioa they will break you down by showing you unwanted visuals that haunt you , destroy you thus breaking you down. This creature of mine had been inside me for years. Thou I have manage to vanquish this demon for the pass 4 years or so until recently it started to retaliate .
Returning from the shrouds of darkness its now stronger then ever , tormenting me with my greatest fear from concurrent events. Neither am i a murderer , nor with guilt consciences , i am still human i still do have paranioa . I guess paranioa is the root of every bad thing that happened to me.
Its true i aint that optimistic . I live in a dull world of black and white or maybe just black. The old cheerful me was already killed back in the service with empty promises of hopes and dreams . Living in fear and injustice . No doubt this is how insomia got his way back .
I hope i can still survive from this ever stressful world Or should i say boring world of mine .
This is kenshin here speaking..
Paranioa is all that i got left and is insomnia that is killing me
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