9Friday, January 11, 2008
Tormented by fiends for the past few years had practically locked me up inside my own world denying most possibilities of friendship . making me to a more lonesome and somehow independent person ever . Thou i am not use to being alone i actually kind of like it. It had given me peace and more time to get to know myself better . Now lone is like a friend to me. What i have always told myself :" Now is the time for me myself and i " No one will be there to obstruct your presence . But is this the right thing to do ? Have i lost something that's important or was that something i assumed i had never existed ?
Everything remains to be a mystery .
Therefore i chosen to hide . My world is like a safe haven thou i am alone in it , i am practically immortal , undying , making my own decision and setting my own set of rules there is ain't a need to heed for opinions from people around you or even care for .
The fact is mortals are all selfish beings and i got to know this with plenty of contacts with human beings . Therefore i will never allow another to intrude my safe haven.
Yes , i am growing fond of being with lone maybe too fond of it. Everything to me now is like nothing.
For once , I found myself doing things on my own accord and i am very happy because of it.
have i finally grown up ? Is this what u called an adulthood ?
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